That's when that voice (which isn't me) speaks the loudest.
It screams my name.
It tells me terrible things about how I should feel and what I should think.
From the darkness, it tries to claw its way into the light of day.
It's fueled by the thoughts, feelings and emotions that run amok.
It feeds off of the jealousy, righteousness and sense of ownership that don't really exist.
Turn away, just turn away!
But to where? Where is there to turn!?
It's surrounds, fills and consumes me.
There is no safe place from this ugliness.
There is no relief from the pain it evokes.
A hate that never can be acknowledged is revealed.
No one, nothing is spared.
The grip is tightened.
The descent is assured.
There is no freedom from here, only more darkness.
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