Yes, I said it -- L-O-N-E-L-Y. Lonely. That's what it was. It hits me sometimes and last night was one of them.
Despite going out on dates, I am very lonely. I just work and live here in this house -- just me and my pets. They are some company to me, but it's not the same as having another human being. Not even close.
I don't want all that much. I'd just like to be able to know that there's someone out there that I love who will love me back in broad daylight. Yes, Sally does, but we know that story. Part-time isn't what I need. I want full-time, even if I can't be together with that person full-time (at least, yet). It's going that way, but not here yet.
I'm told that patience is a virtue... :-)
I had a lonely Valentine's Day too. My husband was in CA on business!
ReplyDeleteJust keep doing what you are doing and things will get better!
Here I am -- keepin' on, keepin' on! LOL
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