No, it takes living life, experiences and early decisions played out to do that.
Regret is unusual for me. Yet, I am still addressing this.
Four and a half years ago, I wrote this.
Today, I am still dealing with the fallout from my decision.
I probably will for the rest of my life.
Not a day goes by when I don't think of Kate, how much I loved being with her, or consider that my leaving *her* was one of the biggest mistakes of my life to date.
Considering that I am now with Sally, that doubles what I experience/feel today.
It will likely come to a head before the end of the year.
Certainly before January.
Things are "off" and I don't know how much more I can take!
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